Saturday, 15 June 2013

Remember this delightfully positive post?

[N]ow I'm thinking of what I'll be doing this time next year. Will I be working or be in a really bad shape? [Friday 20th July 2012]

Well guess what, non-existent readers of this seldom updated blog? I passed my degree and I've been working for the past 6-7 months in a career I've wanted to do for years and years. Am I happy? I am hesitant to answer in the affirmative. But I am not sad, unhappy nor depressed. I am still taking antidepressants, though I am no longer seeing a community mental health specialist and have been discharged  back to my GP months ago. I have a wonderful and loving boyfriend who makes me happy and I can't remember the last time I truly, truly, got stressed to the point of wanting to do something...bad.*

*that's actually a lie, I can remember a good few months ago I had to take a day off cos work got very stressful and I ended up basically having to deal with a situation I was almost out of my depth for

Regardless, this is a nice post. Let's see if the next one (if there even is one) will be as positive.

2 comments:

  1. Just came across this as my daughter in the process of dealing with nhs eip - gives me hope! She is soon to be 19 ..... I hope you are still doing 'well' and feel happy within yourself ❤️ Thank you

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    1. Thank you so much for your comment :) Things are still well at the moment, and I hope it continues.

      I wish you and your daughter the very best of luck. Hope is sometimes hard to find and it's easy to lose it, but I hope(!) your daughter holds onto it. <3 xx

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